(05/03) Went to visit dad togther with mum, hao n teck... before reaching his ward, social worker came to talk to us regarding my dad.. she told us that dad had actually shared with her alot of things which we all don't even know...


Dad had shared with her he's quite regret that he didn't really have much time to communicate with us again cos all along since we were young, he used to be very stern n strict with us, which results that we seldom share our feelings with him, instead we were much more closer with our mum.. he also shared that last time when he was still a taxi driver, almost every week he will drove us ard to eat n etc.. he said that he really missed those happy moments.. when we heard all these, we really cannot control our tears... all these things dad had never shared with us at all n we didn't even realise that he had actually enjoyed every moments of it.. even when im relating this to my blog now, i still can't control my tears again..


When we went in dad's ward, i noticed something is not quite right... i noticed that he was very pale n restless as compared to e past few days.. and when talk to him, he will either no response, or if not dunno wat he is talking abt.. i also noticed that he keeps staring straight at e wall as if someone is up there.. ask him issit can see those things, he refused to say.. yesterday when visit him he was never like tat one... yet today is totally different.. And also, he even request mum tmr to cook for him his fav food... 

When gg to e toilet outside e ward there, i experienced something unusual too...while waiting outside e toilet for mum, e whole area became very windy, as if is at outdoor... funny thing is that e whole place was air-conditioned, how can there be strong wind? i am still trying to figure out with mum... unexplained...

Now, i seriously hoped hard for miracle to happen to my dad to recover even if it requires me to shorten my lifespan also worth it... i been praying hard for him... i really hope that all of my prayers will be answered....

FrEnS 4eVa!!!

(04/03) Meet up with Shiling for k lunch at plaza n k till 2+ before meeting up with dehong.. Den went to mall pharmacy to help dad to get some items instructed by e doc.. Den head towards Shiling's place n stay till 4+ before gg to visit dad along with Teck. Dad's appetite did not improve cos he just ate only a couple of spoonfuls for his dinner.. but could see that he looks much better alot as compared to days ago.. i really hope miracle could happen to cease off his sickness n to return him back his normal health.. i have been praying very hard for it to happen.. 


Well, it's really been a very long time since i really enjoyed myself.. Gal, we shall meet up soon for k again.. and dehong, look forward to meeting up soon.. Frens, (u know who u are...) Thanks so much n really appreciates for always being here for me n lending me ur listening ears.. thanks alot for trying to console me n also to brainwash my negative thoughts.. i promise i will take very good care of myself in order to take care of my family too.. Frens forever!!! (^.*)

To keep on praying is all that i can do now...

(02/03) Claimed 3 hours from work to visit dad w 2 bros... when we reach there, i was very shocked n heart pain to see dad cos is just been only 4days i nv see him yet he changed so much!!! 

This time i really feel like crying cos my heart feels very pain to see dad like this... So i went to called up S to ask whether possible to grant me 2 days unpaid so that i can spent more time with him... in e end, request granted.. 

So e 3 of us accompanied dad till 8+ den went back by cab... 

Upon nearing to our hse, nearly had an accident cos suddenly got a lorry wanted to cut into our lane, yet cab uncle refused to budge n end up both of them crashed each other's side by side... whose fault issit? 

What an unlucky day we have!!! -.- 

When reached home, 3 of us really sat down for e 1st time to discuss n plan wat we are gg to do in future... Teck & i actually cried as we chatted along... we were so emo...