emoing foe the whole day!!!!

(10/03)Start work le... Haiz... totally no mood to work, cannot really concentrate during work at all.. i still feel very emo... when at work, all my mind had been thinking abt dad.. i really wonder how is he right now.. really worried abt him alot.. i was even thinking abt applying for 1mth's unpaid so that i can visit him more often, but mum object to my suggestion cos i will be even more sad n emo if dad happen to pass away, i will surely cant be able to take it n wont be able to resume work after that 1mth, so is better to carry on with work, so that when im busy at work, i wont be thinking so much.. she do have her point here.. just that i really cant bear for dad to leave us soon... really very emo for e whole day... haiz... upon looking at e whole month's schedule, it made me more sian cos i saw that i need to work 13days before i got another off...very shag.. -_-